I suppose I'm a lousy Mother really, the Psyco's and counsellors tell me it's a mammoth grudge against...well everyone, they took my girls away from me once, they're back now though, the experts said that an abused person can go one of two ways, either fiercely protective of their offspring or as in my case unfortunately for the girls, abusive.

I pissed their dad off, he was a wimp anyway, and for as long as long as I remember I have brought men-friends and girlfriends home, and actively encouraged them to abuse the girls too. God we've had some kinky times, I sometimes think there's nothing I wouldn't do or let happen when I get away on my sex trip.

The girls Carol and Helen are three and five now, and I am still only twenty two, I have my looks, and some say a neat figure, my tits are small, and my hips are slim, I could pass off as a schoolgirl, I only know that because I have done on occasions, I must tell you about some of those sometime...sooo hot...

I also have a strange friend, she's called Melinda, a ten year old girl, it was strange she kind of befriended me in the mall, she asked if she could push the pram that was two years ago, she's just hung around ever since, she's a bit of a loner, doesn't have any friends, she babysits sometimes. She'd been around for about a year, when I decided that she was cute enough for me to make a move on, I remember it was a hot afternoon and she was sitting around the flat as usual, I asked her if she fancied a soda, she joked she'd rather have a beer.

"Hey kid" I said "You're nine, a bit young for a beer" ......(cont)