I suppose it started when my husband left, I had Margo and Rita to look after, they were two and four when he went, that was two years ago, I started drinking heavily, and one night I was escorted home from a club by some creep I'd met, anyone who'd buy me a drink really. I can't remember much about the night, I guess he fucked me because my knickers were sticking to me when I woke.

I staggered to get the kids breakfast, feeling unusually drunk, I woke them, and gave them their cereal, I noticed a video tape on the table, I was curious, I sent the kids to their playroom and put the tape in the machine, I sat horrified, it was the guy I'd come home with, he was pounding into me, I was still fully clothed, it was so sordid., I was a right slut, he pulled out of me and sprayed his nasty spunk on my face, I was disgusted with myself as I licked my lips and took fingerfulls of it and licked them

"Need more drug sweetie?" The guy said

"Mmm yeah yeah more drug"

I said in a half crazed way, he took a hypo and pushed it in my arm, I rolled down my sleeve and gasped as I saw the puncture marks in my upper arm. Suddenly the phone rang, I paused the video and answered it, The guy from the previous night spoke,

"Hi sweetie, watched the video yet?"

I didn't answer, he went on

"It gets much hotter later, and Oh, you will be wanting some more E22 soon"

"E what" I said sounding like a complete airhead

"That's the name of the jungle juice I gave you last night, its sooo good baby, it's a sex stimulant , makes you go on for ages, increases your response and your stamina, give you the greatest high..." ......(cont)