Holy shit!! I got a major hard-on just reading about your dilemma. I can't imagine having to actually resolve it. It really sucks when fantasy comes face-to-face with reality doesn't it? I think the only way of resolving the problem is to realistically evaluate whether you are prepared to pay the consequences of being found out in the event that you "do the deed" with the lovely Meg. I don't know what the criminal consequences are in the UK , but in my jurisdiction, statutory rape with a girl of 12-13 years of age could result in a couple of years in prison. That's true even if she wanted to and fucked the hell out of you willingly. Seems like a pretty stiff price for a voluntary act between two willing and horny people...but that's the deal.....(cont)