When I was about 10 years old, I went to a family wedding and met my cousin Jim, then 6, for the first time. Something attracted me to him from the start. His face was lively and innocent with a cute little button nose, sparkling eyes, and high cheek bones. He was very thin and perfectly proportioned, and was shy, at least until he got to know you. He had a very engaging, sunny, smile.

I couldn't take my eyes off him; there was a strange fascination that is impossible to define. We met at least once a year after that while our family was passing through on vacation. We always had fun together; I was like an older brother and we were good friends. They had a pool, and we both liked to swim. While changing, I always sneaked looks at Jim naked - his graceful, slim body fascinated me, and his little genitals were cute, wiggling as he dressed. At the urging of his parents, at night we would go skinny dipping, running from the bath house naked and jumping into the pool. We always played tickle games, and Jim never seemed to notice that I was liberal in letting my hands stray "accidentally" to his crotch for a quick feel. Even in the cold water, it was difficult avoiding getting an erection, which would have been embarrassing......(cont)