By the time I reached my thirties, I had accepted my sexuality and decided to explore it rather than hide it. I had recently bought a computer and had been surfing the 'net. So much sex - it was everywhere. I started to think that maybe I wasn't alone.

From the time I was a little girl I've had "Daddy" fantasies. There isn't any deep dark secret that fueled them - my parents were divorced when I was seven and I hardly saw my dad after that. There was never anything sexual between us. But for some reason I wanted to be a little girl being fucked by her daddy. The thought of having daddy's big hands caressing my body, his weight on top of me, and his big cock deep inside my tight pussy made me almost wild with desire. I started pretending it was daddy when I fucked a man, but I was too shy to tell them about it.

While I was surfing the 'net I found several websites with erotic stories, and a couple with incest stories. I was mesmerized - I must have read fifty of them, trying to pick out those with "Daddy" themes. I also became very aroused at the descriptions of the young girls in the stories and found myself wanting to be there to touch them and to watch their daddies fuck them. It took me a while to admit to these feelings - I didn't want to think of myself as some pervert who would hurt little kids. I decided that if there wasn't force involved there wasn't any age limit on enjoying sex.

I wanted to find someone to explore these fantasies with me, and I figured it would be a long and slow process if I just continued with the usual dating thing. My chances of finding what I was looking for would be pretty slim. I started reading personal ads on the computer - there sure were a lot of people out there trying to get laid. I knew what I was looking for - an older guy with enough experience not to be shocked by my fantasies, someone who would get off on them and share them as part of our sex life. He also had to be tall and big, with large hands and a deep voice. And he had to love sex if he was to have any chance of keeping up with me.......(cont)